I am at the beach. It's overcast and the water is freezing. I don't care. I'm at the beach.
I walk along the shoreline where the waves break and the water comes rushing in. I watch the small crabs and teeny clams scramble for purchase as each new waves breaks and tosses their world ass-side up. Thrown into a current they can't control they struggle to right their world - even if it's just for a moment - wondering when the next wave will come.
I know how they feel.